oceanthief: (i'll need you by my side)

[personal profile] oceanthief 2021-01-13 02:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[if they pretended it never happened, it would simply go away. that was what they'd hoped for with all they'd left on earth - and even what Lapis had hoped when she'd dragged them down to the depths of the ocean. down there in the blackness...if they stayed long enough, maybe Jasper would forget the sun.]

Of course it does. She's not a god, she's-

[Eren has her expression. she knows it because that was the image she'd seen reflected back in the ocean tower, glassy eyes unable to disguise the burning need to return that blazed within. she'd nearly cracked a planet in two with her efforts to escape the suffocating atmosphere of her prison - and for what? there had been no one left to care.

humans were too young to understand, she thinks. stories like that...they weren't worth the pain of pursuing.]


They said our worlds were frozen, right? I think something's wrong with that.

[she can't smash her palm down on the raw wound just yet, but she can gradually build her way up to it like this. hurtful as it was, it helped the gem to gather her own thoughts as well.]

Malachite shouldn't be here if I am.
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[personal profile] oceanthief 2021-01-15 05:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[kill them? the suggestion brings a faint twinge of bitter pain to her face, a spasm of irony. oh, if only it had been so simple. but Malachite had killed her, hadn't she? all that time...even now, there were moments when her body felt alien to her. that fusin had nearly destroyed the only thing she could still claim as her own.]

I am them. [or, rather-] Part of them, at least. We can't exist separately.
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[personal profile] oceanthief 2021-01-19 01:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[Lapis nods, a hand reaching up to unconsciously clasp the small chip of sapphire embedded in her shoulder. it was an interloper in her form, but also a midway point between herself and the true gem which rested on her back. yes, she knew exactly how to put an end to Malachite - but it would be foolish even by her standards to reveal that now, before it could be put into action. they may be bound by circumstance, but there was still no one here she trusted enough to speak of shattering to so carelessly.]

There's never been anything divine about us.

[the gems of this planet must not know of fusion to mistake such a thing for a god - to fall to the same superstitious misapprehension as a bunch of living fruits. her tongue runs out across her lips, like swiping away juices from a lifetime past; she can still feel the taste of watermelon clinging to them.]

Malachite is just a monster in a cage.

[which of them had been the truer beast? the delineation of self had eroded so badly by the end that Lapis could no longer decide with any accuracy, and the thought draws out a hollow laugh. a god. the only 'righteous' thing about that fusion had been the vengeance she'd enacted on Jasper.]
oceanthief: (but one day i'll make you proud)

[personal profile] oceanthief 2021-01-19 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[what was there to wonder? there was only ever one thing that they could be: tools. it was the will of an empire forging their roles on this planet - or, rather, a frightened people. it was too dangerous to face the wrath of god themselves, but something expendable...that would suffice marvelously.

yes, Lapis certainly grasps what's going on here. this is a play she's starred in before.]


You don't have to thank me. [awkwardly, as if she isn't used to gratitude.] ...I just don't want to be like them.

[she wouldn't be afraid any longer. not of the unknown, not of failure - and sure as hell not of the monster living beneath her skin. fear was a chain and she was through being a prisoner.]

Even if they're frightened of her, I don't think they'll be happy about someone attacking their 'god'. None of us will be able to shatter her on our own.

[which means, hey...hey, human dude. you wanna topple the false deity which pulls the strings of fate?]

There's a lot that we still need to find out...I don't think we'll get a second chance.
oceanthief: (but one day i'll make you proud)

[personal profile] oceanthief 2021-01-22 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Lapis Lazuli.

[it's strange to her that gems have names here - another reminder that these 'rocks' are more like people than her own kind. being able to declare her identity has been a point of pride since clawing her way free of the mirror, but saying it now comes with a special sort of relief. the ambassador bearing her stone may be Aurora, but she was just Lapis.

she doesn't ask for his name in return (doesn't really care) but does appear to be hesitating, debating internally whether or not to do something more. this isn't a fusion, but there's weight to this agreement. a partnership, an aligning of desires to strengthen them into something which may actually succeed against the wishes of this world. it deserved...more acknowledgement than just an introduction.

nodding to herself, the gem steels her mind and extends a hand to Eren. what her heart anticipates to come next has it trembling but she remains strong, striking down any weakness within. it was just a handshake. she would do this.]
oceanthief: (and said we can't live forever)

[personal profile] oceanthief 2021-01-25 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
[Eren. an ally - whether he considered her worthy of the same distinction or not. the gem does think, perhaps foolishly, that for once she isn't naively acting on her own principles; there's been something in the human's eyes, and now in the way that he holds her hand, that implies sincerity. this goal is too important to the both of them for manipulation.

the human's gem glows, and Lapis recognizes it for what it is - or rather, what she believes it ought to be.

her own body appears to be cracking along the shoulder, as if a seam had been opened up with light; such is the effect of her small, secondary gem, a mere chip lost in the ocean of blue already painting her body. the real oddity is that this sensation touches the stone on her back as well, causing it to flicker briefly with a glow of aching familiarity. Lapis' brow furrows but her hand remains steadfastly in Eren's, hold strong despite her delicate frame. it's so vastly different from the last time she'd taken hold of someone like this that she can't even remember to be afraid of the consequences.]


...can you feel that?

[she's genuinely curious, an emotion that she hasn't properly felt in eons. things had been done to them all, human and otherwise, but fusion was...personal. would a being incapable of converting itself properly for the endeavor be able to feel the buzz of potential? she honestly didn't have the answer.]
oceanthief: (i'll need you by my side)

[personal profile] oceanthief 2021-01-25 09:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[it's perfect timing, retreat just before lightning struck where they stood. any longer and Lapis' feet may have moved of their own accord - a military march, she thought, angular movements and unyielding purpose.

...no. absolutely not. not with the consequences of her last dance still casting its shadow over her existence.]


...it must be. The only other thing - I think people like you are still too solid for it.

[right? but the way that Eren had glowed, the vibrations she could feel resonating in her own gem...it made her wary.

Lapis has been staring down at her hand this whole time, still extended out into nothing. it's only now, as she comes away from the thoughts of connections and connecting that she notices the limb is shaking. with a deep frown she clenches it into a fist and allows it to fall back at her side finally. keep calm, Lazuli. no weakness now.]


...it felt weird.
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[personal profile] oceanthief 2021-01-26 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
No...I don't think so. It was - kind of nice?

[these were her own emotions and she shouldn't be seeking outside validation for them, but Lapis' heart is growing more troubled by the second. even if this wasn't the same sort of bond it was a connection, and that there was positivity to it was alarming.

Malachite had felt good for all the wrong reasons, powerful in the ability she gave Lapis to finally exact punishment on someone. was this the same thing in another coat of paint? or was it what an actual link should feel like?

(what was wrong with her, that she couldn't tell the difference?)]


It's supposed to be, right?
oceanthief: (but one day i'll make you proud)

[personal profile] oceanthief 2021-01-27 06:01 am (UTC)(link)
[right, that...those sorts of things weren't actually attached to humans, were they? the novelty of 'real' clothes attracts Lapis' attention for a brief moment, her stare far too intense for someone watching a man just fucking fiddle with his tie. but it keeps her mind from other topics - from the same wavelength.

but it's better like that, wasn't it? if it hadn't been for her own monstrous desires, Malachite would never have remained stable long enough to function. they'd only lost themselves to mirrored hatred once the ocean waves eroded all else. she forces herself to breathe, once, and unclench the tight little fists at her side.

the fabric of her own skirt is soft, light. think of that, and the shared desire to right the inequality of this world.]


It's...sort of like synchrony.

[was it really something worth bothering to explain? humans couldn't do it. humans with a gem were still human, weren't they?

...she doesn't know. doesn't even know if that's enough reason to keep her mouth shut, not when fusion brought them all here to begin with. more of her penance, she thinks. to know one's enemy is to know their weaknesses. this is important enough to acknowledge.]


When gems are on the same wavelength, they can convert their bodies back into light. The lights come together...fusing.

It creates something completely new. Someone.
oceanthief: (one day i'll see you around)

[personal profile] oceanthief 2021-01-30 05:33 am (UTC)(link)
[a nod, sharp and almost pained. this was something that she absolutely had to speak of, no deliberation necessary. the Crystal Gems had beaten them both into the ground, but she knew Jasper better than she'd ever wanted to now; in a new world, with nothing but her anger to cling to, that would mean nothing.]

I haven't seen her yet, but if Jasper is here - she's dangerous. Don't even synchronize with her.

[whether human 'gems' could fuse or not, Lapis can't conscience someone she's designated as an ally running that risk. no one deserved to be broken the way that she'd been in order to contain Jasper.]

...oh.

[the communicator? it attracts her attention instantly, lightening her expression wit a flash of curiosity. that made sense, thinking on it now. without so much as asking (blunt little thing) she reaches up on tiptoes and plucks it from Eren's grasp, already navigating towards the contact list. these were all set up pretty much the same way, right?]

I'll add myself now, so you won't have to search.
oceanthief: (so i just gotta do it)

[personal profile] oceanthief 2021-02-02 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
[now that Eren has been designated as Not A Threat, his looming over her diminutive form doesn't bother the gem in the least. if anything his open interest over what's a rather simple device from her own perspective seems to amuse Lapis, pulling an almost smile to her lips.]

They're really not that complicated, that's all.

[her fingers slow in the midst of adding her username, less so that maybe the human can absorb some of this technological prowess and more because an additional thought has occurred to her. right...human. she laughs a little, the sound accompanied by a sense of wonder in herself. how long had it been since she'd made that sound?]

...something like this would have been pretty simple even when I was on my own planet - and we'd moved pretty far past that when I visited last.

[maybe a little too far, really...but that wasn't something she wanted to fall into right now.]
oceanthief: (she said i hate the rain)

[personal profile] oceanthief 2021-02-05 06:49 am (UTC)(link)
[gremlin time comes when she discovers that this thing has games...don't accept any Words With Friends invites from her in the future unless you want to experience having your soul crushed anew, Eren.]

That one?

[the hell does she look like, a technician gem? well, considering that the person asking was a human...she probably did. the thought's amusing, like having a toddler mistake you for a princess just because your dress was fancy; Lapis even provides a half-smile without realizing as she does her best to explain.]

It's an information database - although it looks like they merged it with communications on this one.

[she taps the icon to activate it, indicating with one of her delicate fingers the search bar on the default homescreen.]

If you need to know something, just type it in here and you'll probably get an answer. But...anyone can add to it, so some of the stuff that shows up is kind of weird.

[Lapis has been going over her communicator with a fine tooth comb since receiving it, so she knows exactly what to pull up as an example. a few taps in the browser brings them to an extremely bizarre video featuring a native gem, posted to a sharing site with no apparent context and extreme popularity.

her gaze shifts up to Eren, clearly as mystified as she expects him to be. yeah, it's...yeah. don't ask her to explain this one because she doesn't have a goddamn clue.]


...there's a lot like this.

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